i have no idea with this question
shit
it make me miss out my target
am i waiting something?
or
just because i want to try something new?
dear god
can you please give me some hints?
in order to let myself to save some direction?
am i really that bad?
i do tried work hard to get something
but end up i still get nothing
what wrong with me?
do i work not enough hard？
or that is my fate?
do my expectation too high?
nope
i don't think that is the reason
sometime
i feel that write in english is the better way
because not everyone willing to read blog english
at least it able to apply to my gang of friend
that also great
because i need some channel to release my feeling
blog always is the better way
but
why?
why every time when i typing at blogger
my mind is only will appear the sad thing
but not the happy thing?
damn
who make me become like this?
no wonder last time my friend had asked me
is it nothing happy thing happen to me
lonely?
am i?
sometime just YES
can u imagine
how lonely that 1 people stay at home?
that why i always online
not because i don't want to go out
is just because i wonder will have some friend
that need me help while i online
although that is so rare
but
that is the time that i find out my value
i think i should end here
thank for those willing read my blog until here
and thank for those willing to read my blog although cannot finish also
let continue next time
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